Stressed and Depressed

~  No one will ever know, the pain I feel inside....

~ Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling.It's just some people hide it better than others.

~ Know what it's like to want to die.  How it hurts to smile.  How you try to fit in but you can't.  How you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain on the inside

~ I've been weak and I've been strong.  I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm.  Try to do right and I know I do wrong.  Just be happy for me when my life is gone.  Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears.  No more people in my face that are not sincere.  So smile for me when I'm no longer here.

~ I don't know what I'm doing anymore.  I don't know what I wanna see.  My world use to be worth living for, and now it's hard enough just to be me.

~ I'm going to smile...and make you think I'm happy...I'm going to laugh...so you don't see me cry...and even if it kills...I'm going to smile

~ Crying never seems to help...

~ I take all this pain...I put it in rhymes...Then you get the chance for the very first time.  You get to feel the pain...there's stuff inside me...like all this hate...I don't know if I can handle...I don't know if I can carry this weight...I just wanna let go...I just wanna be free...it's time for all this hate...to finally leave me...

Do you know what it's like to be me?  Go through something not everyone can see?  Do you know what it's like to walk in my shoes?  Please stop judging me simply cause I'm not you...Things are going crazy and I'm not sure who to blame.  Everything is changing and I don't feel the same.  I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong.  I'm trying to find a place where I feel like I belong.

~ I think I'd do better on my own, no friends, no fights,just me...alone

~ I'm tired of trying.  I'm tired of crying.  I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying

~ Maybe if I wasn't so good at pretending to be happy, I might learn to actually be happy.

~ I just want a day to go by...when I'm not pretending to be happy

~ I know what it's like to want to die.  How it hurts to smile.  How you try to fit in but you can't.  How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the things on the inside.

~ Why do I try not to cry, sometimes I think I could die.  But when it comes out, I just want to shout, and scream and cry it all out

~ Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words that go unsaid.  Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeating inside my head.

~ I just wanna end it all.  Should I trip or should I fall.  Wills someone be there to catch me when I'm falling to the ground, or will I be there forever lying there with no sound.